Month: November 2019

The Mold Saga, Part 2: Out with the Mold

The Mold Saga, Part 2: Out with the Mold

“We must be willing to get rid of the life we’ve planned, so as to have the life that is waiting for us.

The old skin has to be shed before the new one can come.

If we fix on the old, we get stuck. When we hang on to any form, we are in danger of putrefaction.

Hell is life drying up.”

Joseph Campbell


It is weird at this point to begin writing about the mold saga.  There’s so much that has passed.  And there’s so much that’s still ongoing.  I feel strangely suspended in time.

After we found the mold, life changed overnight.  Literally.  We began staying with my parents and only going back to the house to pick up some things that we needed.  By the first weekend, we had decided we would be moving out as soon as possible.  This was certainly not something we had prepared to do.  Even though I had just decided to begin applying to PhD programs, we had no expectation of moving for at least a year out. 

Amazingly, Daniel had just moved his business that had been located in our house into another location.  It was a little unbelievable how perfectly timed that had been.

So we got to work moving.  I went to work during the week, and on the weekends, we planned to work as many hours as we could handle moving our things out.  It was during that first weekend, we realized this was not going to be an easy thing to do.  Continue reading “The Mold Saga, Part 2: Out with the Mold”

The Mold Saga, Part 1: More than Migraine

The Mold Saga, Part 1: More than Migraine

The Mold and the Beautiful

Of Mold and Men

The Mold of Our Lives

The Mold and the Restless

Out with the Mold

These are just a few of the titles I’ve been throwing around to describe what has come to be known as the mold saga.  A saga is by definition lengthy.   It keeps going.  And going. 

And this definitely feels like a saga.  An unending saga of twists and turns, discoveries, hope, disappointment, deep pain, and new beginnings. 

Many of you are aware that I’ve been dealing with significant migraines for over a year.  In July 2018, I began dealing with on and off depression.  This was unusual for me.  I often experienced some mild depression in the winter season, but usually the summers were better.  But July 2018 was rough.  I got sick with some kind of upper respiratory garbage that felt more like intense allergies that just wouldn’t quit.  I had on and off nosebleeds.  And on and off migraines.  I was tired.  Like exhausted, hurt-all-over fatigue.  But I kept thinking it would let up.  Surely I could just change some things in my life and feel a little better. Continue reading “The Mold Saga, Part 1: More than Migraine”